Retardedly Ugly Mess

She apologies and means no offense, she's just tired of being out on display.

XDD... I just got X-Men: Evo Volume One in the mail. My brother and I are watching it, I just cracked up laughing and only Brittney will get this.

Kurt got his human holographic appearance watch, it changes him and he goes 'I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!'

I went HABEEEEEB. TWINKIE HOUSE!!! XDD;

( Dork. )

AFTER EIGHT YEARS.
SQUALL.
FOLLOWED.
QUISTIS.

In the beginning of the game when the two are walking and talking in the hallway, I was able to make him keep walking the first time but I could never reach that euphoria of a second time.

It has been a long ongoing challenge.

........ Today I accomplished that challenge.

TODAY I CONQUERED THE WORLD.

SOON BALAMB. TOMORROW FISHERMAN'S HORIZON.

IT WILL ALL BE MINE. YES YES. YESSS. HAHAHAHA. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!


BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MY LAUGH IS AN EVIL LAUGH.

So Brad Renfro just died recently... I was pretty close to tears, my first thoughts of him was a muddled mess of thoughts from the apt pupil novella and when he's talking to 'his' teacher in the film, then onto The Client. It's so sad that he died.

Then JUST NOW. Heath Ledger died, I was never a big fan of his but it's such a surprise. The thing thing that popped in my head was him playing the guy in Ten things i hate about you, he's trying to get the one girl's attention by singing on the bleachers and embrassing the shit out of her. I'm not surprised, people do die but... very wow. ( .... WHAT REALLY JUST PISSED ME OFF. Is seeing a fucking question in TQC; Is the batman film completed? =/......s jdsdhskdsakdsakdakj ..... Dude, show some fucking sympathy. >< I dislike humanity.)

I'm scared; someone mentioned the 'they come in threes' deal, I've been saying that along with my mum since I was little and my first thought happened to be Elijah Wood. x_x DON'T LET IT BE ELIJAH. I WILL THROW MYSELF OFF A CLIFF. (Another thought was Edward Furlong. OH CRAP. OH CRAP. AHHH. AFRAID OF ALL MY FAVORITE ACTORS/ARTISTS DYING. PLEASE NO.)

EDIT:

Last night my cousin and his girlfriend got jumped down at MS. =( They punched Vicky in the face even though she told them she was pregnant, if I had been there I would have definitely got a beat down because I would have fucking bullrushed them and made sure I broke a few things. I was so upset, It was weird I'm not used to my emotions being this haywire, I was all they can stay here if they want until they get a transfer from MS to the wintersville one. They cops acted like they (Michael and Vicky) did something wrong, they had my cousin down, kicking him in the head and the cops wouldn't do anything so they went to get reports at the ER. Steubie police aren't usually like that especially when it comes to pregnant girls with our Sherriff. I hope Abdalla fucking punches whoever the cop was that dismissed what happened. It was over wanting my cousin's hat.

Also Question Club Question: Have you ever named your car?

When my mum first learned how to drive, I named the car Phil. It was a beat up but nice weird car that was white with blue interior, worn and comfortable so for some reason Phil came to mind.

Then she sold Phil for a better car, I was too attached, I never recovered and have not named another car since.

... No I'm not kidding, I've refused to name any cars since. Phil was my one true car love. =( We were departed. I will never be the same.

Argh. I've got a plexi glass window, so I have to call the landlord and have Bruce come put the window back in reinforced. It blew out from all the windness, so I have trashbags up to it. Funny thing? It's been warmer and It didn't get cold in here since I did that. Unfunny? The cats don't know how to stop pushing the side open or tearing it apart. Okay, they know how to stop they're just assholes and it's pretty fucking cold right now.

Secondly The MYST OST downloaded. The music IS gorgeous. I automatically thought; I call Reality Shift on this. and Now I kind of want to play Myst III.

I'm also in love with Aaron Ashmore's laughing face and smile. D:; I can't stop saving pictures of him where he does either, and I'm like DUDE. You need to save some more serious faces too. xD;

I wish Shawn had a flippen gallery dedicated to him like this. I refuse to use most X-Men pictures because I see those as Bobby, and I'd only use ones from X3 but even then I'm kinda eh.

So I thought I'd be out of the bathtub soon, so I told Robert he could come back later and my mum and Aunt said he mooped around my mum's house all night carrying his blanket and pillow around. =(; I honestly feel kind of bad now because I slept in the tubbers most of the evening and played XL2. (I can't help it, I love sleeping in the tub.)

Damn it, now I want lazytown dvds.

....... D: I FORGOT TO READ MY DAILY TEXT. I suck. 3> I read it. I would really like to know why every other text in this book is about marriage. So none of it is applying to me, and I'll just read a lot of text on marriage for the next year or so.

and Everytime I start reading Peter Pan, I FALL THE FUCK ASLEEP. It's not a boring book, it's endearing but I can't get past the first few pages.

I'm like the science geek kid who doesn't understand all those numbers and needs to have something solid in front of her face, I did great on Science in school but I never got into the whole number and decimal part, even though I tend to think in numbers sometimes. (Multiplying, subtracting, adding, breaking down numbers at random.)

( Random rant of scienceness. )

( Scieeeeenceee. )

Tweak: Have a productive day.
Me: Haha....wait... HOW DO YOU ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO SAY DAMN IT!?

Having crazy thought night. Like kinda lke where one stares at the ceiling almost dead and contemplates all these crazy things.

( Virgin-ya-tech-ah )

I just had the weirdest fucking dream ever, okay it's not that weird but definitely a bit strangely on the realistic side? I can't explain it fully.

( Mary Jane is bleeding profusely. )

Guess what? Rogan is pretty much canon. sjdshj There's a issue 169 in the X-Men (Original, no other universe stuff) where this thing called the Golgotha brings out everyone's true thoughts.

( My dear Marie. You'd drive a man crazy. and Logan Sweetheart, You drive a woman wild. )

( We all sat around and had our fun. )

( Quick Edit. )

*Side eyes.*

*More side eyes.*

*Stabs self in the eye.*

*Stabs self in the other eye.*

*Dead.*

So, yeah, I watched the 1994 version of Frankenstein. It was...... kinda too fast paced in some areas but I was like The Monster feels! *near sniffles.* I vote we call him Deniro, can we call him deniro? He needs a name! OH NO HE DIDN'T. NOW HE'S JUSTIFYING MURDER. and then I was like FU, at the funeral ceremony, only kinda sorta but still.

( That was a song I wrote way back in college. )


Yeahhh, I swear I could hear this a thousand times and not stop laughing. 'I would finish it for you... if I were twelve... and say this mircophone... was a brush... my sister's brush, but you know... you guys are probably thinking what a weird twelve year old he must have been.'

I hold on to these things to keep me sane.
He keeps me sane, that's why he happened. The Big brother I never had. Like Squall with a big big funny bone.

And Other things that are driving me insane, I need to ... let go of. Some of those things will be moving in two-three years.

Emotional function plummets endlessly.

Humanity is not permitted.

I still never e-mailed him back. I should.

Penis and Cheesecake are Proud to Announce the Birth of their Child, unearth, on 29, 1986.

Unfortunately, unearth is the anti-christ.

Penis and Cheesecake are thrilled with such a strange baby.

What Did Your Birth Announcement Say? at QuizGalaxy.com

YEE-HAW! I always kinda figured I might be speshual.

( You can't stop the beat. )

.... Kay. So apparently when I'm in a pissed off mood, horrible mood and I actually warn people 'I suggest you leave me alone before we get into an arguement.' I'm fucking wrong, but it's perfectly okay for others to get smart with me when they'r emoody.

and You know what. Everyone acts like I'm so fucking wrong. I'm just about ready to slaughter everyone.

...

I just quite litterally had to yell at my mum DON'T INTERFERE. YOU'RE NOT MY MOTHER.

and then I went around screaming YOU'RE NOT A GOD.

Damn I wish My life was a epic movie so we would have had a major sword battle show down.

and Also.... geez lady, .... and whatever else is there with you oppossing down and making me feel like bodlily harm will come to me. I'm no threat, don't worry your pretty little head. Fucking hell... I honestly just wanted to talk to the girl since she wanted to meet me and creepily I got the feeling she wanted me dead.. almost.

XDDD.............. Curbside Prophet just made me fall in love with Jason Mraz.
xDD Oh Man. This is the best stuff eva.
and I love his voice. I'm a dork, it sounded like he said Mandy in here and my stomach died.

LOL...... 'Lights Out... SHIT... Lights out no doubt.' XDD skdksdsjdsjsdlkjslkjdslj LOVE.

Amanda Mraz sounds sexy. I'd so be digging it.


( Lyrics Of Awesome. )

*has a twelve year old fangirl moment.* X_X AHHHHH. I'm GONNA MARRY HIM. xDD The lyrics have me sold, and I always did like his weird suit jacket, sideways cap, jeans and sneakers style. Totally digging the half countryboy/city boy.

.... My new spunky Sportacus Icon is totally jacking off to the wall. u.u;

I wanted to watch Lazy Town tonight, but Nick.Jr isn't running episodes on OnDemand X_X FAIL IS THEM. ..... I love Lazytown, think I might buy the series on dvd. .... I'm dead series. XDD

Netflix is making me sad, then again perhaps that's just my computer being a slow ass. I NEED MUSIC. CONCLUSION NESSERACY.

....... MY MUMMY SET UP STEADIES WITH MERTYLE. .. I'm I'm.... X_X GLAD I DID. I JUST HOPE MY GLADNESS IS NOT FAKENESS, EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT NOT BEING FAKENESS.


I'm series about this kinda christian rock band thingum. ....... YES. :@ CAN WE BUILD IT? ... YES WE CAN.

Tangerine Dream always makes me squint an eye, yet somehow I love it's awesomely eighties fantasy music.

about Netflix making me sad. Trying to find Matthew Lillard movies. Watched Thirteen Ghosts and Scream together; tall/lanky, blondish, unusual eyes and goofy. ......... SQUEEEE. I blame both roles really, but then again I also blame the fact that he is a sweet goofy guy RL. XDD; I think I'm in the mood for renting Scooby Doo. Hey HEY. I liked it.

There's something I want to attempt... however I'm not sure if I can entirely.

and Oh. It was not funny earlier, ended up watching movies, so then I forgot it was raining outside and the back door wouldn't lock. On top of that I had to pee. Which was not fun.

I realise it's raining and start running across the yard you know? So then boom. Down I go, it was slow motion I swear. I was like ..... NOOOOOOOOOO. Boom. Down. Muddy yard and all. So I felt like I just got done playing backyard football.

What else? Oh. Britt finally got on.

Bobby Drake. *drools.* Amanda needs to put herself on a semi leash, she's falling left and right for male characters with sweet hearts. (Shawn Ashmore - also a sweetheart.) It's kind of funny, and yet makes me want to strangle her then allow 'him' to take over again. We just saw a picture of Bobby from X-Men, and was all OMGGGGGGGGG. He's sexy. (Except, we'll probably hiss at X3 pictures with him and Kitty anywhere near each other. Bobby/Rogue damn it. )

Hugh Jackman already has us slayed. ..... WE like really tall guys I'm noticing. XD; ... and they're boyishly playful too. ... Sudden urge to watch Animorphs rising. O.o Why does Shawn Ashmore remind me of.... *thinks..... but can't put her finger on it.* Tony. ... Which shit, totally forgot to pm him back.

Right. Wow.
List of Guys we find psychically attractive and can say mostly due to personalities.

Shia Lebeouf (That was her. Not me. Oddly O.o I just think the guy's funny, and I like his honesty.)
Hugh Jackman 333> (... The man is a thirteen year old at heart. Watching him on set is gold, and then seeing how his talents really shine on screen is amazing. I mean, DUDE. Wolverine is Wolverine and he is Hugh Jackman. It's very odd that way.)
Matthew Lillard (....... xDD You can tell he's completely whacky, full of humor, yet very deep and serious. Somehow easily plays a psychopath and headfucked people and also the fun loving/mellow. (Stewy to Shaggy. Come on.) You can just tell he's just as fun off screen. 3> )
Shawn Ashmore ( < _ < You can tell this guy is kind of more than serious sometimes, but he's also fun at heart. D: I blame watching Animorphs. He's just really good at playing the quiet characters I've noted, well reserved. and off screen he's like that too.)
Hayden Christensen (Oddly.... That's a very very odd one to explain, because I don't find him all that attractive most of the time. I think it's his personality overall... as crazy as that sounds.)
The lead singer of the Who back in the day (Dude........... put us in front of a screen playing TOMMY. We're dead.)
Jean Claude Van Damme (I don't even find him attractive anymore, that much. I just have a deep devoted love to the man. I'll watch anything with him in it and love it. xD; )
Sportacus Counts. He's teh reason I watch LazyTown < _ < Well... that and it's made of win. xD; onestly, I love that show. Stephanie, Robbie Rotten and everyone else are made of win.
Ryan Merriman (I swear, I have a knack for looking at someone, acting or not and knowing rather they have a beautiful heart or not. For some reason, I didn't even find him attractive in Final Destination III the other night, then boom he grew on me through out the film because of his eyes. I could tell he had a heart of gold :3 come to find, he really does and is into the eviroment saving stuff and all that. Also Luck Of The Irish. < _ < He so makes a cute redheaded irish boy xD; Disney movies for the win.)
Kevin Zegers (Sometimes.......... I say this because. I find a Friend's OC really attractive due to his goofy and childlike personality. Kevin Zegers, is an interesting fellow but I can't say I find him .... attractive. Oddly. The OC I identify him with is beautiful and sexy due to his personality. X_X IT's ADORABLE I TELL YOU. ADORABLE. )
Steve Valentine (.... forever and always. I watched Crossing Jordan as much sa I could just for him alone. He's an adorable person and Ilove his deep brown eyes. You can tell he's intense. Not to mention his acting is just fine.)